this week has been very hectic, chaotic, busy, etc..
from monday till today(friday), me and wanqi went to Tembusu Rehab Centre (TRC) to help out with therapies there. monday and tuesday were mainly helping with the patients and guiding the patients while they do their OT or PT (Occupational Therapy or Physiotherapy). there were some patients which left me a deep impression, maybe cuz i was accompanying them for most of the time. although communication with them was minimal, it was enjoyable. me always nonsensically talking to myself for most of the time cuz they simply don't respond, or do not have the ability to respond. but it was all worth it when they used all the energy and effort they have and open their mouths to mouth a 'Thank You'. i nearly cried when the patient i was taking care of finally said something (thank you) to me.
the 3rd and 4th day were basically doing admin, helping to sort out their MAFs and their financial records or whatever you call it. those receipts and all that. i hope we were more of a help than a hindrance to Ms NSC and Lucille. heh..
5th day(today), was quite slack. me and wanqi reported late for work because we were busy drawing our thankyou card. but there was still no work to do. Lucille bought nice bread for us, while Ms NSC gave us each a row of Rocher(dunno how to spell). was very touched by all these little 'gifts' and also those 'last words' they said to us. I REALLY LOVE THAT PLACE AND THE PEOPLE!! the centre also gave us each a t-shirt(which we bought yesterday, thinking it was just another errand to run) as a token of appreciation. really love it(though its a normal tee)..
just one week and i've become so attached to TRC and the staff there. the things i learnt and experience were those once in a lifetime. really couldn't bear to leave. i could feel my tears when Lucille said her 'last words' to us. sigh.. but things will never be the same......
besides working from 8.30am to 3pm(often overtime till 4pm or so), i was at vivo working part-time on tues, wed and thurs from 6pm to 10pm. so this week is little-sleep-week! hehe. there's still CDAC graduation tml, and i have to wake up early again!! ~~~ TATA!
still thanking TRC for everything=)
12:35 AM
arghh..mr lee is so irritating. he make me wanna quit co. seriously. why should i remain so devoted to co when he treats me like his servant. i know playing cello is one of the very few things i am interested in, but he totally drowns my interest.. and i don't understand why he insists on getting 10 cellos when our school only has 7 cellos, and the conductors want only 8 for syf. he is making me so pissed!!! PISSED!!!!!!! spoilt my day, shitty.
sucks. i'm already tired enough, being outside for 15 hours a day. job after job, and its not my choice. and with the sucky idiots disturbing me everyday, i'm going crazy!! i wish he will stop disturbing me with all that stupid nonsense. STOP IT.
3:42 PM
wahha..so long never update.
hmmm..yesterday just downloaded all the silly pics from my hp.. okay, silly me didn't think of using infrared or bluetooth to download. kept thinking the only way is to use the cable. and i lost my cable. HAHA.. so.. yeap.. some random pics..
me and my baby during my big day (OP exam)
me and wanqi with baby=)
me and cindy on Doulos
my darling looking at me tour on Doulos
my super 'neat' room on 16th nov..hee=)
lost the other picture of the other part of my room..its worse than this=X
12:00 AM
guess its sunshine after the rain for me. yeap. i dreamt that my terra looked happy in heaven.
went for the job interview today, and took up a part-time job as a sales assistant in this 'jewellery shop', because the boss is just too nice and just too good. by the way, while getting there, i got caught in the heavy shower and took a bus to that 'headquarters', and got scammed by the stupid bus driver. the bus driver told me to alight 2 stops later, but i saw my destinated road name before arriving at the 1st busstop. so i asked him if i should alight here, he told me no it's the next busstop. stupidly, i trusted him since this is his profession, but i ended up walking 1 busstop back. i should have just trusted my own judgement.
i arrived early, and the boss was quite impressed, for some reason. maybe cuz that place is really hidden and he thought i would never be able to find it. yeap, anyway, the boss is really young, and really nice..woot!! ahhhax. i told him my schedule is full for next week, and also for the 1st week of december, but he insisted that i should take up the job. hmmmm.. i was so moved by his persuasion and encouragement. and he accomodated to my schedule lorz. woah.. looks like a nice boss.. though the pay is meagre. hahhax..
after calculating, i think i won't earn much from this job lah. but its just for the fun of it. and its because the boss was quite nice and i didn't know how to reject him. urghhh
also had practice in the morning, as usual. yeap. jiayOux everyone. +)
just an hour ago, my dad was like pestering me to accompany him to buy a new handphone, then to teach him how to use this new phone. then my mom was yakking at me cuz my dad accidentally mistook my mom's sim card for his own and changed it into a new 3G card. all the contacts in my mom's card are gone, so she's yakking non-stop.
but now, a big contrast. everyone's asleep. leaving me all alone. haiz.. xi2 guan4 jiu4 hao3.=)
11:19 PM
just woke up. and i'm blogging. thats because..
every morning when i wake up, and then brush my teeth, i will always greet my terrapin at the same time. but this morning, the greetings went without any replies. he just stayed still without moving. i couldn't believe my eyes, thinking that it must be due to me not wearing my specs. so without washing my face, i went to grab my specs and looked carefully. the truth is the truth; he has climbed the stairway to heaven.
some people may think how stupid i am, to feel so sad over a terrapin. i find it hard to explain or understand why i feel so sad too. perhaps its because i bathe him myself every day or every other day, or because i always let him crawl on my hand, or maybe its just those every morning greetings.
so small, yet such a big impact.
actually i had noticed he wasnt eating much since two weeks ago. tried ways and means to get him to eat. he used to love fresh vegetables, but somehow, that didnt work very well too. bought a different brand of food pellets, but still... just yesterday, i bought another new bottle of food pellets. but he didn't get a chance to eat it. so now, i have 3 bottles of food pellets, 1 untouched, 1 nearly untouched, and the last almost finished. recently, i also bought a new big house for my terrapin. he didn't stay there for more than 3 days when i isolated him for observation(due to it not eating).
this is the first time i'm feeling so sad over the death of my pet. i had actually asked jiemin if she could help me take care of him when i'm away in december, but i guess thats not needed anymore. not now, not forever.
10:17 AM
really had some trouble trying to log in to blogger. super slow. but i insist on blogging today, and thats because...
yeah, was feeling kind of queasy this morning. after this sms. then during lunchtime, for that 2 seconds, i felt like dying. but it all happened so fast. so fast that i really hated myself. that 2 seconds was enough to kill me thoroughly. seriously, but, how perfect! totally perfect! goodness prevails. so officially, i got killed in noon. though perfect, it makes me feel sad.
sad. sad that you can't see me in your eyes.
hmm, this always happens to me. so, should be feeling alright by tomorrow.
talking about tomorrow, JOB INTERVIEWS! i hope i can get some crazy jobs on temporary basis. if not, i will jus die.
visited ztozt and wanqi's blog just now. suddenly felt very sad. will miss those crazy hellish sundays. and i hope my PW mates miss my complaining. HAHA.. me complaining about the long long journey home. yeap. i'm starting to miss everyone in the group. i completely loved the last 2 meetings, especially the last one. the one when we were having art and craft session(said by wanqi). now, my sundays will be so aimless. hahhax. will feel so pointless staying at home. but, lets hope i get a job tml! hopefully one that allows me to work on fri, sat and sun only. hehe.
on a happier note, i've found something to do during the holidays! yeap. the christmas presents for my primary school darlings! AND Sudoku. i'm abit slow in this huh, but its ok+)
hurh, and grace cxl is entertaining me. lol. with the goong talk. woohoo!! korean drama rocks!! (though i fell asleep watching one yesterday. =P)
12:00 AM
wooohooo.. yesterday was op presentation. haiz. i didn't get to do the actions that i wanted to do. anyway, its over at last!! really have my PW group mates to thank for everything. was quite useless during some period of PW.. hmmm. i love my group!
today had a fun day shopping around JE. can you imagine JE?? omitian. and the most fun was popular. found many things to do during this holiday at popular. hehe!
suddenly had this thinking that one must depend on oneself rather than on others. if you want something, just sitting there and not showing any efforts in trying to achieve it will not get you anywhere. yeap.
9:07 PM
this picture was taken yesterday, showing 4 blackies. just so coindental that 4 of us wore black shirt to school.
DIE. OP in 2 days' time. scared. and scared. how on earth am i suppose to make my speech more interesting?? have no idea at all. and recently i keep coughing. so dead.
finished watching My Girl 2 days ago. very nice. very funny too! the OST also very nice. ahhahax..all in all, its a nice show! somewhat comparable to Goong. hehe.. korean drama rocks! =)
8:49 PM
when i was typing the date for this entry, i wrote 3rd OCTOBER. oh dear. still slacking like shit.
went swimming this morning. hmm. shan't elaborate. lol.
came back, watched 2 episodes of My Girl and went causeway to pick up my phone. yay! it's back! woohoo!! to celebrate its 'comeback', i changed a memory card for it! yay!! now it has more storage space and etc. and i have 29 games in the phone now. playable or not, i don't know. haven't tried it out yet. whooopz~ but it has all the goong songs now. heh. proud to be. =X
me and my les..ahahhax..random. (finally can transfer pics from my phone to comp. heh. my phone rocks now =P)
shopped around and think i spent around $50 plus dollars? think so. haiz. spending so much nowadays. STOP IT GIRL!
anyways, was crapping alot just now. and something super paiseh happened. arghhh.. shall just stop talking so much (that is if i can control). ahhhhh!! dig me a hole! rarrrrr!~
super happy now. HAHA.
12:41 AM
