i've been cursing myself to be sick for the past few days, and now i'm really in an omitian state.
headache, flu, cough what have u not.
perhaps my absence from school will REALLY mean i'm sick.
HAHA.
anyways, beginning to feel detached. perhaps of my personality when exams are nearing. hahax personality changes? maybe not but my temper has definitely erm, become shorter, and have lost interest for many things.
but one thing for sure, i'm looking forward to the pasar malam near my house, just at the park. so near can. it's been donkey years since there's a pasar malam at the park. yayness, stickers.
woot no one will believe they are reading an 18year old girl's blog.
anyway seen some weird things going round these few days, or am i just too paranoid and thinking too much? i can't help but judge people base on their actions and it tells me that they are just too, erm, shall not say. perhaps its the culture.
but before we judge others, maybe its good to look at ourselves first. cuz no one can be perfect.
yup back to mugging le.
becoming a full-time mugger. but i know i can't last long. or any longer. hahax.
9:15 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
actually come to think of it, singapore's really a great place. feeling so patriotic now. erh, but it's true lah, free from wars, disasters.
fireworks was pretty. though a blocked by the trees, human......
but still GREAT.
and walking along the river was even better.
so sorry i was abit emo. suddenly had some funny thoughts.
yet, those thoughts gave me reassurance.
now emo finish le, thanx to bb.
HAHA.
and currently im wondering if eating these overdue biscuits will kill me? >.<
11:28 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
today is. 1week from 2907. *smiles*
erm.
today's a bad day.
sucked like hell.
horkai im getting vulgar.
anyway, i wasted my whole morning. argh.. dun wanna talk about it.
i got so fedup, confused, stressed up, emo, everything. all the bad emotions u can think of, when i got home. and i started screaming.
screaming in the house.
when my uncle's at my house.
so duilian.
i'm so sorry to him. and to my mom lar, it must have been scary. cuz i jus shut all the doors and scream and scream and scream my lungs out. and cried and cried nonstop like dunno what. --> signs of depression?
and when my sis knocked the door while i was screaming, i yell back at her.
yeap.
my stupid temper again..
why am i always regretting it?
haiz. someone, pls control my temper.
anyway, it got better as i cooled down.
and as my frens showed their concern..
thanx to jieli. hahhax. he's funny man. i just think he is.
and to you who made my day=)
talk about something happier. friday.
was handover.
mixed emotions. i nearly cried while watching the video mr ong made. cuz i suddenly thought of many things. yeah.
anyway, time rocketed and i still thought the night was young(like 8pm) when it was already 11pm, when we decided to go kap for icecream..
that night was alright, could have been better if not for the disappointment..
ytd was sweet. went to get my phone repaired. but so paiseh too.. urgh. hush hush. can only get my phone back on wed. i'm missing it!
and ROARRRRRRR the stupid sim card created so much problem for me. the new numbers are all gone. when i saved everything into sim card. isit sim card full? how can it be! its the 3G one leh can store like uber alot. hur hur. so now, i dun have lotsa pple's contacts, eg alvinchua, justin kek, joson, huangyin, sueanne, the list goes on and on. like nearly all the co pple and my juniors, new and old. roar. roar. roar. pple if u are reading this can do me a favour double check ur hp no. with me? pls!!!!!!
anyways, njco peeps! come find me on msn i send yall photos yar! cuz. too lazy to upload to webby or blog. 85 pics. my butt will rot=X
i'll miss njco. thanx to all the peeps, chifan gang, cellobass, mugging gang, blah blah blah everyone who made my life in njco a blast. i never knew, never expected it'll be so great. =)
hoping tml will be a better day. but i dun really think so. the higher your hopes, the greater you'll fall
