haven't been updating for a long long time. past weeks have been dealing with data 'bullets' and crazy co practices. quite enjoyable, though very tiring. and some people are really stressing me out. with all the homework they have completed and with mine undone.
anyway, found something that ms masnidah said very meaningful. would you rather keep happy memories or the sad ones? so.. i will try to blog about meaningful stuffs and happy moments from now on.
also something else she said. and it got me pondering for a while during the lesson. --- what is the purpose of life of my parents? to take care of me? maybe thats the reason why my mom refused to let me handle my own laundry. she feels that she still has the responsibility to do all that household chores, and the responsibility of a parent to bring up her children dutifully. though everyone agrees that at this age, we can take care of ourselves.
i always love saturdays. saturday=slack day! yay! watched alot of tv today. heh. and slept alot. 10hours through the night, then 2 hours plus in the afternoon. yay.. =)
so.. gonna continue with my tv-ing! hopefully i can get my work done. but first, shopping, anyone?
9:49 PM
haven't been updating for a long long time. past weeks have been dealing with data 'bullets' and crazy co practices. quite enjoyable, though very tiring. and some people are really stressing me out. with all the homework they have completed and with mine undone.
anyway, found something that ms masnidah said very meaningful. would you rather keep happy memories or the sad ones? so.. i will try to blog about meaningful stuffs and happy moments from now on.
also something else she said. and it got me pondering for a while during the lesson. --- what is the purpose of life of my parents? to take care of me? maybe thats the reason why my mom refused to let me handle my own laundry. she feels that she still has the responsibility to do all that household chores, and the responsibility of a parent to bring up her children dutifully. though everyone agrees that at this age, we can take care of ourselves.
i always love saturdays. saturday=slack day! yay! watched alot of tv today. heh. and slept alot. 10hours through the night, then 2 hours plus in the afternoon. yay.. =)
so.. gonna continue with my tv-ing! hopefully i can get my work done. but first, shopping, anyone?
9:49 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
woah, another week has passed. just recalling what i heard victor exclaimed today, "can you believe it?! another week just passed like that!!" life is really crazy. but i like the way it is now. not too fast, not too slow, just nice for me to catch up. however, soon when the OGLs are back, teachers will go speeding again and i will just die on the spot. heh=X
eye-candying hasn't been really successful last year, and has no new or further progress this year. oh man, i think i really lost my writing skills, fancy talking about eye-candying here! but to be frank, after the J2s left, there don't seem to be much stuff going around.......
just now had CO practice, and i popped into the hall to search for S06 peeps.. but, but, i was so giddy after awhile because of the disco lights. and so tired of shouting my lungs out just asking where the rest were. if not i would have stayed. so i left after that and went for dinner! yay! after prac dinner always makes me feel happy. =)
something just got me thinking after this one whole week. his actions, his words, others' opinions and etc. all contributing to this 'great feeling' called 'confusion'. wednesday, and today, really got me thinking. but i think its just the overly-sensitive me getting all worked up again.
11:28 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
my first entry of the year 2007!
anyway, gonna talk about things from 31st dec till today.
31st dec: went sentosa early in the morning with my cousins to urm, get a feel of the very shy sun. though the sun was indeed very shy, i was still badly burnt, and even after 5 days, i'm still experiencing burnt signs now. we brought nothing there except food and water(sounds like during a war), but we kept ourselves occupied till evening. super eh? borrowed soccer ball, flew kite, played volley ball, walk walk, everything. and we left sentosa at around 6pm to meet another cousin for dinner. yah, doc chua spoke like a doc indeed during dinner. i couldn't stand it. hahhax. then we went countdown at night. sitting stupidly in the rain and waiting for the fireworks. really felt like a 'pabu'. if u know what i mean. reached home at 2am. woots~
me and my couz!! =)
1st jan 07: woo~ its 2007! slept until very very late. finished up the last few episodes of the jap drama(can't remember the title) and attempted to chiong finish this korean drama 'Fantasy Couple'. =/ i succeeded. heh. watched till 4.30am of the next day.
2nd jan: yeap woke up super late cuz i slept so late. or rather, so early. hmmm.. attempted to clear abit of the mess on my table. still very mystified by why my table can be untidy when i seldom use it. that pile of promo papers and some rubbish and nail polish and everything that i have used was unkept and lying comfortably on my table. anyway, i started to do bio report in the noon after lunch. and pia-ed finish it anyhow by afternoon. and then tried my luck at the econs essay. really, econs is driving me crazy. i did part a and gave up. and surprisingly the whole day has passed! so i packed my bag and got all ready to go to school. -.-
3rd jan: 'first' day of school. wonder why every year we call ourselves 'first' day in school when we have attended school for so many years. anyway, all that crazy stress talk is putting me off. i fear school now, and have diarrhea every day when i reach home. sometimes followed by slight vomiting. my stomach not in a very good condition hur.
4th jan: think i know all my subject teachers today le. Chem--Mr Wee, Bio--Miss Chua, Econs-- Mr Derek Lee, Maths-- Ms Ling(SKII!!), GP--Ms Masnidah(was it mdm, miss or wad?). yup. have no comments. so far, GP is most hated. followed by everything else.
anyway, new year resolution. 1) Fill up the empty pages of my current life. 2) No disappointment after As. (my doubts) 3) My weight!! it needs some working out. heh. 4) Control my temper and emotions better. (my doubts too) 5) Continue changing the me who used to like to badmouth people. i think this was last year's resolution, and it sort of worked. but hoping for the better. 6) ermmm, to manage my time and all my stuffs properly and EFFICIENTLY. heh.
so far thats all. if i think of more, i will add on. =)
