troubles, troubled, treble. have so much to say, yet somethings i just cant say them here. and yet its difficult to pen down.
life's freaking now. worries and worries. about this dilemma i have whenever i'm online, and whenever i see this stupid thing pop up in msn. think some people know hur, but jus shhh ok.. anyway, common test is another worrying matter. i must be crazy or kidding if i say i'm not worried about it at all. not born with superb brains or excellent hardworking qualities, i wonder how i am suppose to survive this xuete. if i want to have a good life for the rest of the year, i better do not-so-badly for common test this year. i can sense this tone when my sis told me off today.
btw i think sometimes i believe in somethings, while at times i feel people are just spouting nonsense or just telling tales. to believe and feel it ornot, it all depends on element of 'gut feeling'. yeap.
but even right now, i'm not too sure whether to take it in as it is=X
