as i predicted, today was a bad day. but luckily i had premonition(isit called this?) on this before hand, and got myself prepared(but not very well prepared as seen from my tears) beforehand.
anyway, as predicted, the worse came out. luckily had my PW soulmate to console me and to end up in this situation together with me. just let me vent my anger for once more, and jus this one more (and i shan't talk about this anymore). is it a matter of judgement problem, or a matter of lacking the ability to teach i just wonder? what's with those hypocritical words and those irony presented from your mouth? and what's with that 'oh, expected' when you said we were a band 1 standard? i really question your ability to teach and to judge, no doubts. and the meaning of 'fairness' in your dictionary. before PW results release it was one story, after, it was another extreme end. perhaps this is the result of hatred for me from you and from me to you. surely, my group's potential and effort is more than those shit we received. it's surely more than this. and we are sure, what we have done is the best that we could and we know we deserve more than this in our hearts. and the this reflects the nature of the subject: corruptive and unfair. some free-rider got like same good grades as her PW group which i thought was disgusting, especially when she tried to act kind to console the others. really. it made me wanna puke. to appeal with $168 is bribery and day-light robbery, i'm sure all of you agree. and to let your own school teachers and tutor mark your examination scripts is hell unfair and unjust. ok, maybe it's only me venting my anger, but this is what i strongly feel. it's totally useless and unfair judgement of creativity, but only on your writing skills and how you speak. don't we all do that in GP and in eng oral last time? is this necessary? a group, like mine, who gets along well, may not exactly produce good results, because of the nature of this subject and it's marking scheme shit. the whole thing is just shit plus shit and a pile of big shit.
ok enough of venting. went for pizza hut with binggan and xiaomin. it's for me and binggan to eat our anger out. so yeap, after today, everything will be over and life's going back to normal and i'm going to make sure i really start doing things proper (though may be restricted by time).
funny thing happened just now. the 3 of us were walking down the stairs and we heard the bicycle bell rang. me and xm immediately turned our heads to look for the bicycle, and both of us suddenly immediately realised our stupidity. behind us was a flight of stairs, how can a normal bicycle like travel down the stairs prease! -.- ok random.
this week was a shit week, which means, it's gonna be the end of my downturn. just like the business cycle, now is depression. soon, it shall be recovery and then booming for quite some time, i hope=)
