rarr!! yesterday while typing an entry, i fell asleep on the laptop. and this morning i woke up at 10 plus to find the laptop off cuz ran out of battery.. here i am, retyping ytd's entry..
reached home super late last night, cuz went for dinner with cellobass guys plus shijun plus xiaomin. yeah. sorry lah we were really slow to make yall wait for half an hour, but don't so fierce lah, really frightened me loh. then all shoot me.=X sorry lah..really didn't mean to not answer the phone calls. really didn't hear..SORRY K!
anyway, was quite fun after that. after they stopped scolding me for making them wait. went to coro at first but the shops were all closed(sorry again!) so took a bus down to adam food centre. ok i'm lousy it's my first time there. maybe i have been there before but it was before the renovations? aiyah, anyway ate that prawn mee with the very strong yellow mee taste and the stingray which tasted of nothing but chilli. and drank sugar cane that has a funny taste due to...HAHA. something.
oh man. i'm a real pig. i ate 3 lunches, 1 breakfast, 2 dinners. hahahx. okay, my mom says i'm fat like shit le. shall find one day go swimming and swim out all the fats.
ytd was quite fun in school. at least i laughed like shit. it started during PE lesson. damn high cuz the PE teachers were really crap. as in mr irwan saw me and said 'eh i couldn't recognise u, u tied up your hair today'. =/ then everytime he sees me he gives this kind of remark. then tong even funnier. oh man. shall not elaborate. got too much to say. anyway jus laughed like shit lah. tong also laugh his spastic laughter. then even funnier.
during GC, when me, xingyu, zhirong and vincent were playing that 'interview board game' and went crazy!! i keep screaming *hidden talents* and laughing so loud like siao like that. cuz it was so fun! playing with the pawns and seeing vincent's expression change. how childish can we get! but it's fun. at least it helps to divert my thoughts away. for that few moments. but that wee like to tze siao and was making so much noise saying we making so much noise. all the crap.
then during lunch. i laughed until i cannot make it. the tao huey and the tarik beng. HAHA. what am i talking about! OH MAN.
then was talking during chem and didn't understand what wee was talking about. aiyah, then he keep kpo kpo. but i still enjoy talking and daydreaming, thinking about next week.
all that torture will start next week again. rarr. i hate it.
i wish you will never come back. - irony
[back from school] woo~ i jus like wasted one whole day. went for cca in the afternoon and practice was alright. but when the harmoc people came in, i was super nervous! my hands were like shaking non-stop and i couldn't focus at all. the more i want myself to play correctly, the worse it gets and everything was screwed up! especially the last part of choice piece. and for set piece, everything was screwed up toO!
rarr!! i guess the reason for the nervous me is due to stress and stress. stress that i will throw face in front of my classmates in harmoc, stress that nearly half the section depends on the few of us, stress that mr lee is watching with his eagle eyes, stress that syf is coming. and we are in this state. and the main reason is that i haven't been exposed to performing in front of large crowds for a long time. nusco concert wasn't really counted cuz i had people to depend on. but the situation now is different for syf.
the stress must go, and the confidence level must rise.
was blog hopping and i happened to pass by this teacher's blog. he wrote, sometimes teachers need motivation too, not just students. motivation of the teacher comes mainly from their students.
have we all not taken teachers for granted? that they will be ever so entertaining? ok, this applies to all teachers excluding blah blah blah teacher who is like pangsai lar..
anyway, cool composure. i really hope that you won't come back. =X
