suddenly felt so tired and sick of everything. though i slept quite alot these few days, i just feel so so tired. guess its that cycle again. everything's coming down at me. all the problem lies with me. everything is my fault. when something is wrong, its my fault. when nothing is well, blame me.
okay, enough of my de-stressing. this syf thing is getting overboard lah. politics, human-relations, yadayada. so much to care about. and when can i ever drill some sense into some people? people who ask such duh questions and behave so duhly. aiyah. okay, actually perhaps i'm like that too. wadever.
perhaps it's good to remind myself to keep going. the battle is not yet over, till like end of the year.
anyways, something happier. i got a new laogong today. mr lee changed my lao gong and gave mine to yuting. and yuting's became mine. ahhahx. hope i get along well with my new laogong. just now was not bad lar. =)
the feeling of uncertainty has 'sprung up' recently. really hate myself in this way. it's like toot!
what does it mean when absence doesn't make heart fonder? what does it imply? anyone who has the answer, please just tell me..
