_______x.I'm The Lonely Girl*

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

bad luck day.

nothing was right from morning till now.

i cursed myself sick this morning and got terrible runny nose. it got better, but i got diarrhoe after breakfast. actually it was after yesterday's dinner. my tummy hasnt been feeling all that good since yesterday's dinner at bukit timah food centre. uh uh.

then, i fell asleep while doing shitty compre. and i woke up to find myself going to be late to meet the rest. and roar i jus chiong-ed out of house.

and went westmall to get somethings. and get my photos developed.

which, to my horror, the photo-shop couldn't read my thumbdrive. so clever hor.

and late in meeting them, which was still okay lar. uhhh.. cuz.. they were late too><

wasted alot of time going around pop. and roars.

and wasted more time.

and my phone spoiled.

totally unusable now.

i'm gonna cry.

why must it spoil like now.

when i'm so busseee!!

argh!

roars.

so pek chek >.<

9:18 PM

Monday, July 30, 2007

hmm, just realise today's date is not bad too wor. 30072007. LOLX

ehh, life's like hell now.

*complains*

like toot. the workload is neverending-impossible-to-finish-and-oh-my-god-uber-alot.

regretted not going byron today.

cuz i wasted my whole of evening.

argh.

and i thought i was the happiest girl on earth. until..

until i discovered something.

uhhh..

dunnow what to say already.

starting to emo again.

rarrr. sorry.

perhaps what i want is really different. >.<

8:53 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

everyone's posting emo entries.

i shall post a happy one.=)

yesterday was aurora8.

not exactly a blast, but enjoyable. last concert (should be) for me le..

and thankew so much people for the flowers chocs and etc. ro, mp and bern for coming. you guys rock. 8 years of friendship still so strong=)

and my lovely rvco juniors.. graduated and not yet graduated or going to graduate. woah. rocks=)

and my rvco seniors. and friends. hahhax. thanx=)

flowers or chocs, nothing beats the chifan gang's present.

it rocked my day.

and the banner. which i haven't had a chance to really have a good look at it, jus from afar only. haiz sadded.

horkai, certainly enjoyed this few months in njco. i call it few months cuz last year was like not enthu and didnt really have much passion. syf and aurora made life rocked though it made me busy like dunno what..

but it really enjoyed it..

though i scolded nagged and yelled alot.

ok i noe im badd..

sorry=X

shall forget about the unhappy things,

and remember plus cherish the happy ones.

like:

learning my first indian word 'orhkyl' from lerxian
kap/ curry wok/ cutesie chicken sessions with chifan gang. (and sometimes cellobass)
mugging @ kap, woodlands library followed by favourite chifan
gossiping with everyone (OOPS!)
cabeza practice
syf 2007
aurora 2007

and most importantly, knowing everyone who made my life=D

yay continue to rock on.

i'm looking forward to next friday's alumnite!=)

and craziness.

i'm feeling so scared now=XX uhh uhh..

sorry emo abit. heh=X

i heart njco. and u=)

[290707]

12:34 AM

Monday, July 23, 2007

i know the problem lies in me.

i'm the super problematic one.

i'm really sorry. for bringing you all those worries that shouldn't have come about if not for me..

i'm really sorry.

but, i know it myself. when i set my heart to do this, i'll never quit.

i'm afraid.

afraid to face myself.

11:48 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

haiz. it's 21072007 le.

didn't take neoprint.

sad..

and i attempted to capture this beautiful day on the camera that jiemin jus returned me, but the response was so urgh.. so nan de that so many people were there. like from all sections. but. hai~

and eating at kap was so OMG again. like 3rd time in the week eating there. and before i barely finished the burger, i felt that stinking pain again. ARGH. my tummy hurt-ed again. hur hur..

lucky the air's out.

HEH.

horkai lah, i think i'm going mad..

i can just listen to mp3 den see tears streaming down.

or just talk until i cry.

=X

and the next minute i'm laughing like madness.

am i crazy or crzay?

*sudoku rocks=) *

12:21 AM

Friday, July 20, 2007

a special date today!!

uhh uhh its 2007 2007! so nice wor.

looking forward to neoprint session tml. erm yeah?

lolx spasm.

i jus realise.

alot of things have happened, and still happening and will continue to happen i think?

time's past so fast.

i dunno what to do.

there's too much to do.

and too much to think about.

horkai=)

12:14 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007

wo si ding le.

zhe ci si ding le, wan dan le.

wo bu ming bai, wei shen me shen me shi dou na me fu za.

wei shen me jiu bu neng que shi yi dian, rang wo ta shi yi dian, rang wo zhi dao zai fa sheng shen me shi.

rang wo gan dao hao luan hao luan.

wo fa xian dao, wo de xin yue bian yue kuai, yue bian yue luan, yue bian yue cui ruo.

bu yao zai rang ning de bei shang cheng le wo de tong ku...

bu zhi gai ru he shi hao.

(apologies for the lousy hanyupinyin, my chi ain't very good)

1:27 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

oh no.

i think i'm suffering from serious moodswing cum depression.

and the worst of all, the disease of saying stupid jokes and speaking with some accent. urghh..

anw, haven been uploading photos. here it goes!~

14-course meal on steph's bday! (for 2 pple! WOAH)

my house toilet. a week ago? black hor, cuz renovation heh!=)

photohunt with xy! we rank last in the top list! hahhax.. not bad eh, after like 3 yrs nv touch photohunt=X

silly smile of the 2 chongs!

kaihui and shijun on kaihui's bday! spas la!

today at curry wok, look at the amount of rice in the ricebowl=SS

zip chocolate. i think u get it right, mr equilibrium?

and yes, i'll be a happy girl. hope you are really happy too, like you told me =)

1:16 AM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

was still feeling not bad.

keyword: was

until

just a few moments ago.

i should have jus kept my big mouth shut and shut and shut.

im so dead.

SHIT.

shit.

im such a b*tch.

i'm

sorry

for everything=X

1:19 AM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

hmmm, it's way past 070707, but anyways, i'm gonna treat it like it's 070707. cuz i simply love the date.

我以为 by 王心凌

以为已对你失去感觉了以为已忘记我们的
以为想得没错以为只要雨季别坠落就可以放心对着你笑了

我以为说忘记就忘记多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼头再一点眼泪又不听话呢

难道说过去总会过去还是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻才让我懂

以为已错过不能再回头以为走太久不能再一起走
以为想得没错以为只要对自己说我还好心情就会好一点

我以为说忘记就忘记多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼头再一点眼泪又不听话呢

难道说过去总会过去还是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻才让我懂

冷静的我坚强的我勇敢的我还是我

but perhaps its emo-ness again, since this song now perfectly suits the emo-ness i'm feeling.

and to add to that, i went to someone's blog and saw this erxin entry, and an erxin taggy that replied to that entry. urgh.. i nearly like wanted to stab myself.

maybe i'll uplaod photos like, soon.=X

stop being so nice, u are misleading me. and i'm lost. =X one sight and all's gone=X

1:22 AM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

hmmm.

was uber high jus now, after cabeza practice. maybe i ren3 too nong. cuz i swore (to myself and mr conductor) that i'll be keeping quiet during prac. horkai lar though i still talked quite abit. anyways, jiushi zhe yang. and those donuts. have they been spiked or something. must be junwei. put his genes inside. wad de.

den i realise, maybe being so high, is a way to hide everything. forget all those shitty emotions. 一笑置之.

anyways, at macs i was still uber high. yupp. and i learned a new word today, from the indian sitting opposite me. 'HOLEI LAR'. 'HOLEI SHIT'. guess what it represents?

horkai i was told i learned the wrong thing. forget about the holei. =X

why the distance?

1:22 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

so nong never bloghop.

woots.

anyways, happy burstday to steph!! erm, abit late, but anw. wells..

went bugis with ms birthday girl.

and i walked pass this shop.

and i suddenly felt uber emo.

of course hiding my emotions.

roar.

all the places in singapore are flooded with emotions.

argh.

i'm emo-ing again.

shan't talk too much tml in school=X

明道 --从头

你是光散發著能量我是影子緊緊把你綑綁我害怕失去了方向沒有我你應該開心微笑你愛我嗎??只有天知道再回不到那些美好時光 Please don’t go 你不再愛我你忘記曾給我的承諾 Please don’t cold 什麼都別說空氣裡只剩我一個難過都忘掉我對你的好就像腦海裡的那塊橡皮擦我清楚什麼叫幸福就是看你慢慢把我忘掉你愛我嗎??只有天知道再回不到那些美好時光 Please don’t go 你不再愛我你忘記曾給我的承諾 Please don’t cold 什麼都別說空氣裡只剩我一個難過 Please從頭好好的愛我不可以讓一個人承受 Please 從頭什麼都別說我願意重新的和你生活

12:48 AM