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Friday, November 30, 2007
it's now 30th nov.

8 days after A levels.

and i'm feeling no better than before As.

haiz.

the reason is stated on blogskin i guess.

what have i gained this past 2 years?

like nothing.

like gained enemies, lost friends, lost the ability to trust and to be honest.

and even after the exams when i can relax, loneliness resides.

i am wrong i know, but sometimes, circumstances couldn't be explained, and too many emotions going on.

am i becoming a robot? compartmentalising all my feelings and keeping myself busy.

i wish everything will just stop.

2:05 AM