during the period when my dad was in 'great danger' and in great need, his so called 'best friend' whom he hang out with everyday did not even pop by once. instead, those who came were his old friends. what we see it as, is a friend in need is a friend indeed. his best friend, a friend indeed.
i think maybe people of my age don't really know how to respond to such stuff, and we are often too self-minded, because i'm like that too. for instance, those friends whom i consider my good friends, don't really know what kind of a circumstance i'm in. thats just because i haven't heard from them, or heard them asking about my dad's condition eversince the 2nd of jan. i'm not afraid to say it out, to express my disappointment in friendships.
thats because i think i'll never make any true good friends anymore. i've been brought up this way, since pri school. even in sec sch, i have this friend who takes people for granted, and after making me wait for her for one hour, she threw nasty words at me upon meeting up with others. what does that make me? a piece of shit?
mixed feelings of anger and disappointment. i've finally said them out. anyway, my dad's currently staying in rehab centre, and his whole left side is still paralysed. but a good thing is that he's coming back for chinese new year! =) jus for that few days only tho.sigh.
oh not forgetting to thank little miss chan for her utmost concern! i think she understands! =) thanx man!
