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haiz.

suddenly feel like crying.

OH NO.

suddenly i feel i have so many unfinished dreams. but i'm hindered by so many things.

so tired now.

everytime when i feel ultra tired, i would be reminded of the situation. and why, why on earth did it happened to me? to my family?

friends. do they even understand a tiny pinch of what i am going through now.

i feel as if a strong pillar about to collapse soon.
freaking life.

freaking life freaking madrush everyday.

life's been so crazy each day.

i think i'm going crazy soon.

my sis was saying she has depression. and i think i was the one who spread it to her.

ohkays thats great.

i'm crazy.



last day at affy: sup Jas brought me out for lunch. and had fish and co. which was err, air filling cuz i had the same airy tummy feeling and face went pale. but nonetheless big thanks to her. she's great! and helped me alot =) also went for tuition and i freaked out. hell.

first day at st lukes: great man so much info to rmb and with all that clinical short forms. i nearly died. but heng ar pple there are quite nice and my sup's quite err, dunno how to describe. lol. quite fun. and went for tuiton again. this time still alright, cuz its not ENGLISH. hell.

second day at st lukess: greatness i did some hands on and toot! i kept banging into things. yawns. brought pa for acupuncture at night.

third day at st lukesss: gosh kinda funny. nearly fell aslp while watching the uncle play with beanie bags. yawns. and weather turned weird. tuition again at night. hell.

fourth day at st lukessss: tian ar so tiring and working on a sat. TOOT. sup let me do the HA myself. GOSH i nearly freaked. but i told myself 'steady steady'. anyways, madrush back home to bathe den pompeepee to cityhall for ntu's talk at suntec. kinda flop. den went slacking at night. hell i need some time for myself.

today>>> hellish day of the hell days. got kinda pissed with somethings. and after that with myself. met up with some horny girl and she kinda cheered me up. TOOT. piano lessons in the morning and had one more student. so hell mad rush to amk and things didnt turn out too well. so toot i went back bb and met up with horny and she horned me to death. den went visiting at st lukess. so sorry to horny i made her drive one huge round. HAHA!

horkaiss. this doesn't sound like me. its sounds like some 5 yr old kiddo.

can u believe the above is written by someone tuitoning gp?

gawd.

i can't.

actually, i kinda can't believe this author is teaching gp and DARES to teach gp.

hell.

she's living hell.
today's a crazy day.

or rather, these few days are craziness..

i received so many many missed calls from this tuition agent and i think she's mad mad mad.

she kept stuffing so many assignments at me without confirming a single one.

shall entertain her just once more.

just yesterday, some crazy fella (pls tell me if its u) called me at 2.49am. (WAD!?!?!?!? i dunid to sleeep??!!?!?!?)

madness.

anyway, last day at affy tml.

hope it'll be more interesting than today's butt rot. =)
i feel damn damn damn guilty now.

went to my cousins' house to bai nian after dinner. and my sis suggested going sight seeing after that.

i was quite reluctant.

but seeing my cousins' enthusiasm, i didnt reject.

in my heart, i badly wanted to go home.

because it's papa's last day of home leave tonight.

in the end it dragged all the way till like now, 11pm.

yikes.

i didn't get to wash up papa for 2 nights le.

i feel BLOODY HELLISH GUILTY.

i hate myself.

i think i suck as a daughter.
happy chinese new year!!

was so tired to blog yesterday.

tian ar.

hahax, today was uber fuN!

my relatives came and it was so re4 nao4!!

can really feel the new year mood.

and we(my cousins and i) were sitting around my dad, and he was listening to our conversations.

nice to have people around in the house.

and oops i'm so hungry now!

=DD

more photos coming sooN! :)

eh i jus realise my blog entries have weird dates. they are all wrong! US time?

anyways, kinda feeling moody today. so i had this ridiculously random thought of deleting my internet history. so delete delete delete. and now i lost some valuable addresses. toot. beep.

and now im typing with one finger cuz the other have got chocolate stains on them. eating choco at 1.30am. hoping that chocos can make a diff to my life, and stop being so moody!

i think i cant hold any longer-- keeping so many things to myself. *POP*
wow a tough month has passed!

celebrated the end of a tough month today. by selling my sloman, and having a good meal. =)

hope the months to come will be better! after touching the fortune water. -.-

really optimistic now.

but not so optimistic cuz i suddenly thought of VALENTINE'S DAY!

SOBX!

lolx..okie i shall spend it with err, myself, my mom, my dad. yay.

-.-'''

okays so tired, its 12.15am and im still waiting for hair to dry. and working tml. jiuming ar~