tell me this is not happening to me and its just a dream.
okays maybe all the while i'm dreaming.
but i really don't believe it.
if it's just because of PW.
thanks man ruby. thanks for destroying my hope.
even though my sup gave words of encouragement. that he thinks i'll have a chance to speak up, but i think its impossible.
if only this weekend i'm busy typing on the computer with a purpose instead of going on irc or playing silly facebook games and flooding the whole of facebook with my game scores.
