i realise its really really gonna be june soon. VERY SOON.
people ask me, why am i so hard on myself? working and slogging away so hard and hardly taking any rest at all. i just feel i'm born to be like this. and born to be totally not dependent on my parents for money. yay =X
took a halfday today went to ntu, while it was cats and dogs-ing. like thunderstorm. EVERY TIME I SETTLE UNI STUFFS SURE THUNDERSTORM! tian ar!
wells, today had driving again. everytime when i go for driving, there's bound to be something interesting. did lane change and right turn today and my head and eyes never stopped turning/rolling for a moment! so busy please! okies maybe not used to it. oh man. and the first right turn i did on the roads, i nearly cause an accident at the road junction. jus cuz my car stalled while i was turning halfway. uh oh. thats really bad. plus i didnt really understand the instructor cuz he speaks weirdly. as in he was speaking to me in english, but i know he prefers to speak in mandarin. lols.
then after the lesson, i met this guy from nj who looked really familiar. and i think he's someone i went for maldives trip with. lols. he asked how's my uni stuff. i told him blah blah blah and asked him back how's his. he told me he got into some engine then this year he reapply while in ns and got into med, but he is going to reapply for some other course. i'm like =.=. dots..ok i still cant remember his name. shoots. i have stm.
i realise by doing all these, i'm just running away, escaping.
