last day of work ended on friday. and i guess that's the beginning of a new phase in life.
it was as usual, hectic and crazy with me handling 2-3 or even 3-4 patients by myself at one go, which is totally impossible. thanks to someone.
and i felt that meal was the longest one ever. and that shopping trip. HAHA.
anws, today was another crazy day.
woke up early in the morning feeling super groggy due to lack of sleep, and went for driving. and that instructor was kind of bad at explaining stuff, unlike the previous one i had. and he made my wait like 15-20mins for test plate cars, while other lesson plate cars were able to use another place. he jus insisted on me using the slot that test plate cars were using. -.- so ended up being one of the last to end the lesson =.=
then went home, and brought daddy out. then chiong-ed for tuitioin. then chiong-ed back cuz i forgot daddy's medicine was still in my bag. then chiong to meet ly, cy and js.
nice reminiscing the past. it's always nice to do that.
i really wanna meet up with as many pple as possible in july! yay!
1:02 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
was looking through photos. taken like in the past two years.
i think i really bloated. STOP EATING FAT PIG!
but looking at those pictures. those memories, i felt like going back to the past.
how did my life become so screwed?
i'm a player turned workaholic. a person who loves to organise activities turned lazy and even pon activities. a person who doesn't mind giving bday treats turned not even giving bday presents. a music lover turned wooden block.
ok or maybe not.
i think i really can't be bothered about alot of things, which i think made my life very miserable.
or maybe i cared too much, which made me miserable enough not to bother about them anymore.
or maybe whatever that has happened at home has made me super numb. unfeeling.
listening to the blog music on yuquan's blog makes me damn emo and sad.
yi ge ren sheng huo by ling fan. it's really super emo.
i think my life's destined to be alone.
because i can only see watch you being happy with some other girl(s).
do you even know that i cared?
_________________________________________ just played cello. it feels like years since i've touched it. more than half a year. i really want to go back to playing piano and cello. i really want.
7:54 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
today's black friday!
erm.
yesterday was a really bad day. morning went pass slowly and sleepily. then the afternoon patients were like so dots. the usual tay swee huang who makes my day kept complaining that we are torturing her and yelled that she doesn't wanna come for rehab anymore. but she's still really cute. and my day at work ended with a vomit plus plus patient and i felt damn sad about it.
then the worse part was cuz of the vomit plus plus, i was late in going back home and hence rushing for tuition. and on the bus i was so tired that i dozed off slightly. and the purse in my hand just slipped off. when i alighted and couldn't find my purse to tap the card, AHH! i realise it's gone. argh. okies. wells. then my ic and all. gone missing.
so worried i still carried on with tuition. but at least it kept my mind away. from the negative things that happened. so went back home and cried! AH! was damn sad. super suay. plus before that at work some management said that i cannot go for the tbcu cuz my sup's gotta be at meeting so i cannot take the time off for the tbcu in the afternoon. meaning i have to go on my own in the morning and rush back for work.
wells, so in the end i took urgent leave cuz have to settle my ic stuff and all. plus the tbcu.
anyway, today was a good day. my mom told me friday thirteenth is an auspicious day for the chinese. in the chinese saying.
maybe.
cuz i found my wallet! went to take passport size photo then hopped by smrt office at bukit batok and the friendly recept called the cck office and it's there!! love the driver! he didnt take a single cent man. and so i went to cck to claim it back. by then it was already quite late. plus i went to do up my atm card.
then went to novena. for the tbcu. shall take picture of the place when i go back on monday. it's really ulu. until cannot ulu. and shabby and old, torn and tattered until i dunno wad to say.
then met up with juniors for lunch which was flopped at dhoby. then popped by to say hi to ms ho. and photocopy my stuff plus buy the red pen that i always forget.
then walked to teochew building which was another ulu place to me. but apparently to my mom it's so 're nao' and the street is suppose to be bustling with activities. wells...
then end of my tiring journey. travelled from bb to cck to novena to dhoby then back to bb.
rested awhile at home and went to woodlands for meeting! yay! hk!
kinda excited about it. heh.
some random pictures: a curry puff turned dinosaur?
playground with a sofa?
FEAST! K for KWEK! Coolest bday party ever with a big cake made of shou taos
Jumper suit girls! have i posted this before?? oh man! >.<
i love this ahma. she never fails to make my day =)
11:16 PM
Monday, June 09, 2008
a blasting shock today.
i was asked to go down to communicable disease centre for tbcu. tuberculosis check up? argh.
cuz i had contact with TWO patients who later upon discharge/transfer were diagnosed with tb.
tell me i'm paranoid.
haiz, if really i'm tested positive, then thats like. ... ... ...
i haven't done so many things in my life.
and you haven't talked to me, neither have i told you what's in my heart.
11:00 PM
Saturday, June 07, 2008
okies. happy belated bday to me!
these few days were really craziness.
monday to sat working.
and super crazy after work.
cuz i've got driving on monday, tuition on tues, tuition on wed, concert on thurs, and today went over to hwee's house to settle hk stuff. omt lar im like so tired. been sleeping at crazy hours these few days.
okies didnt really enjoy my bday that much. firstly i was working for the full day. secondly not so nice things happened.
and i got a rude shock. totally rude. guess who i met. omt. and i was like. wth. omg. i dunno wad to say. i wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!
slept like 2 plus after the concert and woke up like 7 plus feeling like a panda.
so panda that i boarded a mercedes without knowing it was merz until i boarded it the second time. i think if someone kidnaps me now i'll probably jus say kill me. hAHHA!
looking forward to hk now! but so sad yar still gotta work. rawrs. and gosh look at the time its past midnite by an hour le. ARGH!
and not to forget, thank you all who have sent their wishes and regards!
hopes dashed of being sarah. cuz i know the answer before i even ask. i just know because ur eyes tells me so.
12:36 AM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
as i typed the title for this entry, i suddenly feel very very sad and very very lonely!
am i gonna spend my bday alone??
ahh!!
i wanna be like sarah. lols.
erms.
u noe the channel u show. HAHA
okies, today was super dots. first my mom made me erupt. she's always blaming me for things that i didnt do or mean. omg lar and she's the least grateful cuz she repaid my kindness in helping her do her stupid software update(which was so long and so painstaking) by hiding her laptop somewhere and refusing to let me use. hahax but i still stole it. heh.
zeng mei liang xin is like making me on fire too. although he spoke to kailin and not me. but tml is my turn. its like. really. DOTS DIAO DRAAAA..
think im really gonna tan pai with him tml. the zmlx.
and omt this fella added me on msn i nearly fainted! HAHA! cuz i saw the email add and i went HAHA!! ok gracecxl when u see this u better msn or sms me. lols.
gonna sleep soon! my tutee's mom gave me two frozen mangoes today. looks yummy! erm. hahax. wells. thinking about hongkong trip makes me high! and zmlx makes me wanna bring matchsticks to work tml. and burn his office down. HAHAHAHA.
i love this ahma. she never fails to make my day =)