and my mood is like super roller coaster going up and down.
i was still happily looking out for a piano for myself, but i just came to know that my mom didnt really want me to get a piano. and i felt so... haiz. don't really know what to say.
i really don't wish to spend my whole uni life just taking modules and not involved in any other activity aside tuition and more tuition. it's my screwed up life and the screwed up fate that i can't face. and someone who totally screwed up my life.
a big dilemma i'm facing now, to help or not to help. that person don't seem to want my help, so maybe i should just keep my mouth and hands to myself. sigh. and stupid elective is making me crazy. shit.
i think i'm just too kpo. why's my sentences all starting with i? hell.
and i feel like quitting school. who wants to join me?
[edited] women. a bunch of weirdos. ok including me. argh i thought i would be happy but i ended up being so so so angry with myself. argh. i should just go to sleep.
