eversince the day i know i'm really not appreciated, even by my family members.
even till now, mom is still unable to remember which are the days i need to eat dinner early so that i can rush for tuition. it's been more than 6 months. history repeats itself every week.
starved during tuition today.
came back.
wanted to do some work.
sat in the kitchen (moved out from my own room cuz mom sleeps in my room), took out my books, and the cigarette smell from my neighbour comes in. pek chek ttm.
my GOOD neighbour smokes nonstop every day. just yesterday, within an hour there were 4 episodes of cigar smoke attack into my kitchen.
so i wore the mask sue bought for 5566 from taiwan.
my mom took out a box of face mask and said to me, "拿，这里还有很多。" sensed her sarcasm and moved into my own room. thanks. but no thanks, i'll rather stay in my room. even if it disturbs your sleep, mom.
